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When a b*tch in class decides to call me out just for a 'good o' class laugh', that's what. That f*cking s*it irritates me. & before you ask, yes, it's the 'popular kids' so to speak. & then they have the nerve to ask me about how serious I am while everybody was laughing. It's just not fair how these kids can get away with anything, such as bullying others when no teacher's around. & as usual, the teacher is never helpful, so that's no surprise. I wanted to say something back, but if I did, then guess what, they would laugh some more! These dickwads would laugh at anything, this one guy who was sitting next to me was, DYING, when I told him to f*ck off. There's another guy in the class who's African, his name is Papi, I think. They make fun of his name every single day, he never responds & I know why. My day was going great until this happened to me. I just wish I could beat every one of those jerks' asses & get away with it, but I know I can't, unfortunately.
I'm sorry about the excessive profanity in this journal, I just really feel better getting this crap off of my chest. Bullying in general sickens me. Period. It's never gonna stop, no matter how hard you try. You can prevent it, but it'll always be around.
Still Here
Happy Easter, everyone! Just got my first-ever desktop PC from a friend a few weeks ago. After having only laptops for years, I guess I'm finally moving up in the world! xD It's a Skytech Azure pc with a Ryzen 5 3600 cpu, RTX 3070 gpu, & 16gb DDR4 ram. Or was! Now with my much better paying job, I had to upgrade everything lol Now I have a RTX 4070 Super (which is pretty good for 1440p gaming at max settings), Ryzen 9 5900x with 4.1 GHz & 64gb of DDR4 ram with 3600mhz, which should give me better performance while doing art & rendering with apps like After Effects & Photoshop. Screwing the cpu cooler back into the motherboard was a bitch, though... My Huion Kamvas Pro 16's 15.6 (1920x1080) screen isn't compatible with my new 2560x1440 monitor. So I'll need to get a new graphics tablet soon that's the same resolution. All of this is part of the reason I haven't been doing art lately. The other part of the reason is Armile. I've been working on this story for over a decade now;
Emergency Commissions
I've been hoping to start commissions for quite some time, but now it's urgent. My rent is starting to get insane, & my current job won't give me a raise. On top of that, I need to pay for parts repairs on my car. Not to mention the bills I may have to put on hold... Can anyone lend a hand? Please?
Requests On Hold (Please Read)
Recently, I made art for someone who wanted Crash Bandicoot & Batman crossed-over, & since then, even after I posted the second art request just today, I've gotten nothing but MORE requests! Guys, this is starting to be too much. It's not that I don't want to draw for you guys, but with my tight work schedule & limited free time, I'm not able to do projects at the speed I want to. I don't want to become someone who just does specific art for everyone as they please. Please understand. For right now, I'm putting requests on hold for now, at least until I finish the two other art requests I've gotten around the time I finished Bat-Bandicoot.
Commissions
So, I've been wanting to make money off of my artwork for years now, but I never really looked into what commissions are all about until now. I want to start getting into this. I've been looking around at tutorials recently, but maybe someone here knows more about it. How should I start out? Any tips?
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I live in a small town, and I remember how often I was bullied in junior high, especially in the 5th and 6th grade. There was one boy who got the nerve to call me names and distract me while doing a math test so that he could get better results than mine, but the part that really made me angry, is that the math teacher thought that he was just "talking" so she did nothing to help me. Then I told my parents about what he did to me in math class and my father decided to talk to him so that he could stop teasing me, but guess what; everyone in school started to "hate" my father because he made the "poor" boy cry because he told them that he did nothing wrong, and of course, my classmates (including him) started to judge me that I was the biggest liar in the world, and my dad didn't even touch him!
But on the other hand, I'm really sorry about what happened to you, Michael. I know what bullying is since elementary school, and all I wish to you is to stay strong, because you are better than those popular kids and you'll always be. You are an artist, and what doesn't kill you, you'll become stronger than you were before. Just never lose hope and positivity for the future. I know you can overcome those dark phases 